My vengeance had been for a couple of reasons and none of it revolved around their making our relationship.

My vengeance had been for a couple of reasons and none of it revolved around their making our relationship.

Nikki

To Jen, Leigh and Lisa, it helps to a degree reading your posts as I sit here in bed alone writing this. In my situation that is still raw…….it’s 5am in the early early morning and sleep that is proper evading me personally nevertheless. I must somehow find a way to enter work get through it despite the fact that my mind is processing all kinds of mixed up thoughts….from today him resting so he is stable to the fact I actually hate what his done all the lies and the fact I’m ashamed of what I’ve put up with over the years and let go to end up being cheated on……..I have a good friend who I am seeing today who I have off loaded onto and she has been fantastic but she has a husband and 2 kids and basically her life is good they are good people……..so I feel it’s to much to overload her with…..basically I’m feeling alone in this even though I know I’m technically not with her to him I know having to come back as at the end of the day he works down here to a mixture of I need to be nice. It is assists wring material on right right right here.

Because of the means I’m 50 and also to be right here in this position that’s not my fault sucks…..Men are shits really, everything you state about integrity holds true We have maybe perhaps not done this i will be perhaps not just a liar and I also gets more powerful . I will be happy I have discovered this amazing site and though it hurts reading your articles i understand you all understand since you’ve been here straight nude man what this will be like…….as Christine Aguilera states makes me that much more resilient, makes me that much wiser, makes my skin a bit thicker for making me a fighter……..any way once again thank you for your posts and honesty ladies it does help so I have to thank him. […]